hello hello hello.
my dumdass printer is giving me all sorts of problems. -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzz
but. the weekend has been okay.
it wasnt 100% productive.
but im proud to say that at least i got some work done.
and note. the word. SOME.
at least CDF is more or less done.
once i understand what exactly im supposed to do. i'll do it.
HAHA. doesnt sound very productive right. HAHA
and im like on some massive printing mission. -.-
and its already 3.27!
and i havent studied law! and i havent done UCCD!
oh no!
okay. bye!

my plans always never seem to work out.
i was supposed to study law and do cdf today.
in my big plan, i am supposed to be at least 90% finished with cdf by now.
but. in reality. im not even 1% near 100%.
how awful.
and as of yesterday.
i concluded. turning 18 does make a difference. it means for this year, my ang bao money increased.
BY ALOT!
received ang bao from 4 people so far, excluding gran's - whose i have returned. as usual. i have already more than $200.
:)
even though the drastic increase is only for this year. but still.
its alot. :)
and i really appreciate it.
my birthday was a week ago.
and today, its YONGXUAN's birthday.
HAPPY 17th YOU ANNOYING GIT!
:D
and and.
WHERE IS THE PRESENT YOU PROMISED?!
HUH? HUH?
HAHAHHA.
my brother has been spending so much time out these few days. and he even went out today.
how are we going to celebrate his birthday like this.
-.-
zzzzzzz
and he has been spending so much money. that he almost finished his ang bao money so far.
so much for me being a spendthrift arh..
HAHA
but. on a side note. he has been in good sprits so far. :D
and its good for me when that happens. :D
HAHAHAHA.
okay. i should get started with homework.
bye. :))))))))

school.
a word that i dreaded for the past week.
but now. its all fine. :D
all it took was one evening with MEAN to get rid of everything.
everything that was killing me was gone.
and yes. i really appreciate it.
even UCCD exhibtion was quite fun.
thanks to the 2 awesome girls who came to help out.
and thanks to gina, josiah, sammy and even deva who helped.
and even to dawn and yihan and even edwin for just being themselves - being super nice people.
everybody was so nice to me.
and for that. im touched. and i thank all of you.
it was really all i needed.
gave school a miss today. cause i really couldnt wake up. down-right tired.
quality time with MEAN once again proves that i did give up. i did suspect.
this will be a lesson learnt.
as much as i tell myself not to give up, there will be times where i cannot control everything.
all i need, is to give it my best shot.

okay. this is rather depressing.
shall update with photos tonight.

I AM SO SICK OF UCCD.
ARGH!!!!!!
and the fact that i totally cant talk now sucks.
and i believe i have alot of things to do.
AM questions are still not in.
still doing UCCD's research.
and have to decorate the boards tmrl. 4. and it takes me super long to decorate one.
and the worse. i have not though of how the boards are going to look like.

i feel like shit.
bye.
off to wallow in self pity.

its now the 21st.
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZWAN!!!!
he is like my birthday buddy now larhs. :D
HAHA.
we are now both 18.
but as dawn says, being 18 doesnt make much difference. yeah. it doesnt.
anyways, i celebrated my birthday thrice.
1. on the 19th with aunts at swensens.
2. friday. with parents and yongxuan. at mad jacks. :D
3. friday. with cousins. at my house.

my mum is a lousy planner/liar.
HAHAHA. damm nonsense.
but i did get a shock when i open my room door.
anyways. photos are up.










these photos doesnt do my family justice.
it really doesnt.
but this is what happens when you force the family to take photos.
oh well. at least the food was worth the price.
love the family.
oh. by the way. the lasagne i had was pretty awesome.

and the following are the pics from celebration at my place.







love the cousins.
awesome people who hid in my room and gave me a shock.
which led to me fleeing to my parents' room for cover.
HAHAHA. dumb or what.
oh well.
the birthday was great. it would have been fantastic if i didnt sound like a dolphin.
but i mean. what more can i ask for.
zun helped to edit the video, i got a present (even though embarrassing), i have got an awesome family and awesome friends.
what more can a girl ask for her 18th birthday.
:D

oh.
and i changed my phone.
i like it. even though its kind of lousy.
yeap. j105i. its so pretty.

and. i lost my voice. lets hope i get it back. if not i dont know how im going to scream for events. :(
and as of now.
im a happy person.
and. im tired. and i have a pile of homework to do.
so. good night world!


credits: http://cdon.se/media-dynamic/images/product/00/07/11/37/81/8/naite-red-front-angle.jpg
- for the j105i photo.

its 20th nov.
and. im going out for dinner.
even though i had lunch at 4.50pm.
im not hungry actually.
haiya. whatever larh. they can eat while i drink soup.
update more when i get back.
bye.

oh!
how how.
i think i cant scream anymore!
i sneezed just now.
and it cost me my voice! how how how!
i tried screaming! but nothing came out!!!

i had my bimbo-tic moment yesterday. continued from last week.
but as of today. those moments are history.
today is day 1 of being sick.
and i believe my body has a grudge against law.
hmm..
it always give me problems whenever there is law.
last sem was law tutorial.
this sem/term was law lecture.
how annoying.

and. im here because im bored.
super bored.
i just dont have the strength to concentrate on anything.
even though i know i should be studying PR since the test is tmrl.
and the closest thing i've done so far with regards to PR is finding all my notes and putting them together. -.-
or. i should be doing UCCD. -.-

I HATE BEING SICK.
HATE IT HATE IT.
the doctor that i saw today was so nice!
he still wished me good luck for my test. HAHAHHAHA.
and i have 2 days mc. so. might not even go for the test tmrl.

oh. oh. yesterday night was horrible.
it took me a while to fall asleep. cause i felt like my brain was steaming. and i mean it literally.
maybe it's cause my pillow's a bit low. so all the heat went to the brain.
in the end i started praying that i hope that my brain wont get fried.
i felt like.. hmm. you know when you steam buns and you take them out immediately. they are like freaking hot. and you have to keep juggling them so you wont burn your hand?
i felt like those buns yesterday.
and for a moment. i was really scared that my brain will spoil. ... sounds damm dumb. but its the fact!
i was so afraid that i would become dumber.
haiyo. for a dumb person like me. getting dumber is just terrifying.

anyways. i have throat infection too.
which then means, no korean bbq on friday.
sad life. but oh well.
im going to go to cedele then.
wants to eat their risotto.

OH OH!
and i feel like some pregant woman. HAHAHA.
i feel like vommiting when i see and have to eat food. and i have body aches all over.
i walk like im going to drop dead anytime.
see. im rambling. it means that im SERIOUSLY BORED.
-.-

on a happy note.
IM CHANGING MY PHONE TODAY! :D
and i spent quality time with my dad, even though it was under an undesirable situation.

okay. i shall find something else to do.
even thinking of the tags seems so hard.
bye.

i dont really have tuesday blues.
but.
im not feeling great. so. thats why.
and i mean in literally.
im feeling feverish.
but i dont have one.
and i feel like vomitting. but its just a feeling.
so. i dont really have a valid reason to go to the doctor's.
and i dont want to too!
i hate medicine. i hate falling sick!
zzzzz.
argh!
saw MEAN on the bus.
TELEPATHTIC! :D
HAHAHAHA.

cdf ca has been moved to next week.
no idea if its a good thing or not.
but oh well....

conclusion of the day.
never to wear ear piece and listen to music when you have an extremely bad headache.
its like. there's already a drum beating like crazy in your head. and then the music comes in. and they both start pounding. at different times!!!

at least the headache's gone now.
but im still feeling feverish.
i just wish it will go away.
and. i dont want a re-occurence of last sem!!!

but. now i can say. my friends and teacher are nice people. :D
HAHA.

and. i had nice dinner with the girls. :D
awesome bunch. HAHAHAHAH
they so nicely waited for me for 2 hours. :D
THANK YOU!!
and im aching like some old granny. and i dont know why!!!
shucks. bye.

HELLO!!!!
im a very happy person today.
and i dont know why.
HAHAHA. :D

and luckily, dawn, edwin and yihan deepened my guilt for trying to skip cdf. in the end i went.
super lucky.
he did camera crash course today.
i believe i did learn something. :D
happy~~~!

and i believe i was acting like some bimbo or small kid at the mrt. HAHAHA.
was very happy over i dont know what also.
HAHAHAHAHA.
and tmrl also spells doomsday.
cause it is when the other groups hand in their questions. and when we have to start doing the template.
sighs. oh well..
and according to dawn. im now "tortoise girl".
HAHAH. oh well......

OH OH!
and i got myself a birthday present. cause it's from online.
thus, payment made in advance and item received only after my birthday.
oh well.
i like it and thats all it matters.
heehee....
happy~~~~

okay. seriously. i've been acting like some bimbo.
going "happy~~~~~" in school for no good reason. in fact. no reason at all.
and i dont know why im doing that!!!
ahhh.
i have got to stop that.
okay okay.
before i go all crazy again.
i need to go wash my brain and get the spasam image out.
BYE FOR NOW! :D

OHHH!!
i just found this damm cool thing!
virtual keyboard!!!
awesome!!
kaspersky rocks larh!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
and i think they have extremely good service. they allowed me to upgrade my anti-virus for free.
they had this pop-up letting me know. and apparently. its windows 7 friendly. :D
cool.

and. YAY YAY YAY!
ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! :D

and. i dont know what to write anymore.
so. bye.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! 
today totally proves that events is awesome! 
HAHAHAA.
stopped doing events stuff since sec 3. gosh! 
thats so long ago! 
missed it.
anyways. today was awesome.
the whole group rocked! :D
heeheehee..

these few days. i am somehow always happy.
strange.
got quite annoyed in the afternoon. but i didnt remember it until just now.
hmm.. HAHAHAHA.
whatever larhs.
its good to be happy. i like being happy. :D 
movie on sat. :D
hope its as good as the plot sounds. :D
okay. im giving alot of ":D"s. HAHAHA.
but im happy! 
and i dont know why!

somehow. even UCCD doesnt sound bad now. HHAHAHAHAHA.
oh. there's a song by owl city called panda bear. i like the name.
HAHA. the song doesnt really appeal though.
okay. going to find something else to do.
bye!!!!! 

its wednesday! :D 
awesome!
but sadly time passes so quickly.
in 2 days time, it'll be the holidays again.
what the hell.
did i just say holidays?!
HAHHAHAHAHA.
i wish.
its the weekend.
sighs. oh well.

and i realised. i've been mentioning the days in my last few posts.
hmm..
days matter so much now.
i dont want them to pass so quickly.
we or at least i, dont even have a chance to appreciate everyone yet. and the days are passing like SUPER SUPER quickly! 
zzzzzz.
"z" seems to be my favourite alphabet of late. HAHA.
i keep doing "zzzzzzz" to almost everyone.
im sleepy. but i shouldnt sleep.
but i have nothing to do. so im here.
bored.

there's events presentation tmrl.
hope everything goes well! :D 
*cross fingers* 
but as dawn and edwin said, with my horrid luck so far, the only thing i can do i hope.
and seriously. my luck has been horrible so far.
so. so. *CROSS FINGERS!* 

oh! i was watching KBS just now. was watching their news.
HAHAHA. cool.
even bull fights make it onto their news.
HAHAHAHA. fascinated. oh well. i get fascinated by the strangest things. XD




credits: www.orkutnow.com/scraps.php?f=wednesday
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we had a discussion on why i think Sir Alex Ferguson is cute.
HAHAHA.
i think he is. =D HAHA.
he is! 
especially when man-u scores. and they show him jumping for joy!! 
HAHAHA.


see! he looks so happy! 
but. as usual. there is the other side.
 

heehee. i still think he looks cute. and funny. HAHAHAAH.

anyways. it sucks that Man-U lost to Chelsea.
zzzz. horrible.

anyways again.
today is monday.
technically it's tuesday. but. oh well.
im just waiting for the arrival of wed.
me loves wed and thurs.
THURS IS MY FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK! 
heehee. *grinning like some idiot*
sighs sighs sighs.
okay. talk more another time.


OH OH!! 
COUNTDOWN! 1 WEEK! :D HAPPY HAPPY! CHANGE PHONE! 
*BEAMS* HEEHEHEHEEEHEEHEEHEHEHEE



credits: http://thetactician.files.wordpress.com/2009/07/alex-ferguson-2.jpg
              http://www.liambradysleftshinpad.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/Alex-Ferguson2.jpg

i just realised that i havent uploaded the photos from ms kwa's birthday.
so here they are! 
 




and. there arent any photos from lunch at SIM today.
had some strange tasting carbonara. HAHA. the cream was foamy, but it wasnt exactly foamy. there were solid stuff inside.
so. i dont know. HAHA. but the cakes never fail! :D 
bought 2 slices back! woots!
HAHA.
heehee. felt damm happy while eating the cake just now. heehee..
its concluded. me and MEAN are telepathic.
and her friends have gone crazy after being too close with her. HAHA.
PYS is done with her Os. well. more or less.
and. now that im sober. i feel damm guilty about skipping UCCD. so, im still thinking.
sighs. but have to wake up at 6! :( 
sad life.
and as much as i meant to stay awake this evening. i fell asleep again.

OH OH! 
there was this ONEWORLDAY thingy today.
the opening ceremony was quite nice.
except that i forgot after the drumming thing or something, nobody knew that that segment ended.
HAHA. until ms lum started cheering. and clapping. HAHAHAH.
the opening ceremony thing was quite short. we looked around at the booths after that.
the 3 of us ended having henna. while edwin and jay went to explore on their own.
quite fun.
and it has been raining alot these few days.
the rain was so heavy today that i kept slipping. HAHA.

we've decided on our thing for EMP! 
YAY!!! 
heehee. i like events. :D they are so much fun. and i mean even the planning stage. i like! :D HAHA.

HELLO HELLO ELLO! 
:D

okay. lets see.. what did i do today?
hmmm..
i bugged jay for nothing. HAHA.
cause i was paranoid. about the red flashing button on my anti-virus software, and the fact that it said: your computer is at risk! 
and it kept flashing.
red means destruction! 
HAHA.
oh. and i bugged yinqing and MEAN too.
and i gave afterglow a miss.
too lazy. what else?
hmm.. im giving sohpx a prep talk about her i/c thingy.
and. i did finance yesterday.
and i loved the weather in the evening. the were strong gusts of wind. :D
and i totally dig the smell of rain.
XD
i told pops that i think he's a damm nice person. i think he got a shock.
HAHAHAHAHA.

oh. oh. chatted with PYS yesterday. havent done that alone with her in a while.
and i somehow forgot how nonsensical she can get.
but she definitely was missed.
GOOD LUCK WITH Os COUSIN! whatever papers that are left.
3 DAYS!
then you can go get me my panda notebooks! 
woots! HAHAHA.

anyways. nic. i think you just won. HAHAHA. all the talking rubbish thing on friday totally worked. HAHAHAHHA.
okay. im bored.
i decided to leave the bugging till tmrl. in case i get bored.
HAHAHA.
bye.

in just 2 weeks.
i emptied the tear bank which hasnt been in use in a very long time twice.
the first time last friday.
that was a aww~ kind of crying. i felt contented after that.
today.
crying just drained all the energy out of me.

and as childish and impossible as this is.
my wish for now is or everyone to be happy and stay happy.

who in the world invented "bad things".
if that fella never invented that. then everyone would be happy and there would be no sad things going on. and making people cry like crazy, making me sad and depressed.
but i guess. its only through the bad times that people appreciate the good.

for now. i just want things at status quo.
i want everyone to be happy.
 
im drained. so. bye.

HAHA.
its the weekend! 
awesome!
UCCD today wasnt as bad.
at least it was enjoyable and i think i really made new aquaintances.
HAHAHAHAHA.
give me credit for that. HAHAHA. :D
lecture was boring as usual.
but i came prepared! 
my organiser. HAHA. started drawing while nic slept.
HAHAHAHA.
the morning was fun. with nic talking nonsense and dawn acting strange.
nic occasionally starts talking rubbish. but how often do you see dawn acting strangely?
HAHA. almost never! i was so amused today.
HAHAHAAH.
but nevertheless, its always good that the weekend's here.
spent some quality time with pops just now.
cause we were the only people at home. HAHHA.
havent chatted with him alone in an extremely long time. missed it.

the library is like the place we go every friday now. HAHA.
cause we absolutely have nothing to do.
and unlike the old BizIT.
i was so shocked to find that the main library has tons of promising books! :D
it was such a nice surprise. except for the fact that its like freaking far away. HAHA.
oh well. at least i can find quality books there.
and as usual. i went crazy today. kept laughing like crazy.
the girls are really awesome company. HAHA. would be so damm bored without you girls.

it started raining halfway through dinner.
i like the smell of the rain.
there is this distinctive smell.

oh oh!
i forgot.
may all the nice souls i know go to: http://puerileffulgence.blogspot.com/
and read and comment.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
there are like less than 5 entries only.
dont have to comment for all larhs.
:D
PLEASE.
THANK YOU!!!

would really really appreciate it.
*beams*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS KWA!!!!
:D
hope you totally dig the presents we got you.
HAHA.


anyways.
tmrl is friday.
and friday is always the most dreaded day of the week. it's so damm long.
the good thing is. once we get through UCCD the day feels so much shorter.
UCCD has a knack for making the day feel extremely long.
and i mean EXTREMELY! 
HAHA.
oh well. at least nice nic decided not to ps me by skipping UCCD tmrl.
:D
past few days were okay.
today was freaking fun actually.
events is such an awesome module. lesson was damm funny; with all the press conferences and questions.
then headed over to ms kwa's office and hid there with her ex students while waiting to scare her.
HAHA.
anyways. it was fun.
photos are with ms kwa. upload them later.

i think my class is filled with mostly nice people.
:D
jay said that he got us souvenirs. cool. thanks dude!
me and gina spent the afternoon yesterday getting the presents.
and i almost went crazy at kino. she had to drag me out.
HAHAHAHAHHA.

im awake relatively early.
not a good thing.
as i have nothing to do.
but i havent been awake at this timing on my own for a very long time already.
and one bad thing is that i cant move around.
cause my body is aching like crazy because of IPOD yesterday.
i walk like some 70 year old granny.
-.-
damm.
and. cause we went to the temple yesterday. i left with a blister on my hand.
-.-
damm again.
i got burnt by the ashes.
how annoying.
it looks like i've suddenly grown a mole on my hand larhs.
ugly. -.-

anyways.
i have nothing to say about IPOD.
but it was definitely great seeing huiyee and gang again.
i suspect i will rant to a number of people personally before i let this matter off.
but dinner was fun too. laughed like crazy over all sorts of nonsense.
and. i saw lizhu and gang while waiting for the bus. then i saw the stall 8 uncle and auntie. and i saw Mr. Halim a few days back. and i saw drinks stall uncle and auntie a few weeks back.
its so nice to see peole that i havent seen in ages.
:D 

okay. im bored. so, am going to find something else to entertain myself.
bye.